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it’s these possibilities that are agonizing, the only coping mechanism that is a vital tool to dealing with this, is the strong grip on reality i hold. under most circumstances i regard my disposition as forward and strong, but in unfamiliar territory, i find a faux surface of my own character bubbling over. it is inevitable that i will leave and find structures of comfort and hope. however, in this instant and for the next constant steps of this everlasting limbo, i become someone with a congruent mask as my own, but an entirely different soul.
